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PE-Ace
10:38
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I'm still a child
I'm still
a child
I'm still a child
Weak and
ANGRY >:(
Cause I don't do anything about it
Cause my growth's not up to me
Not even what I see
It's up to the one who crafted me from the dirt
So I ask
Could you make me
a man after your heart
after your heart
Lord could you make me a man
After your heart
And I liken mumble mumble
What i see
When I close my eyes
Are pictures in my mind
Of her
her smile
Turning her
her pupils
smaller to wider and wider to smaller
in the presence of a light
I don't see
When I close down for sleep
All that I can see
Are her eyes
Lord why did you do this to me
Lord why did you do this
So I ask
Could you
Make me a man
Could you make me a man
Could you make me a man
(oh my gosh when will I stop singing this)
After your heart
Who is after your heart
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2. |
Joy
14:02
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I so desire you
My eyes are burning
My heart is set aflame
I'm so tired of hiding away my feelings
I want to yell I want the world to know
I'm so tired
And jealous and he's not waiting for me
Feelings that are old
He's only telling me
You're only telling me
You're only telling me how (unintelligible rambles; although all of this is a sort of unintelligible ramble this is so quiet and murmured and whiny to the the extent of my not wanting to even try and figure it out to type it down)
You are God
You are my friend
I'm broken, angry, jealous
You are Messiah
And you've told me that
Has no place in me
Has no place in your house
Only Joy
I hope that I grow up someday
To change
I know I am to change
Know I am becoming an injured seismograph (?)
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3. |
hh
14:38
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I wish I could tell
I wish I could speak the words
My heart wants to say
As it tugs on the strings that keep it attached
To my inmost bean (lol bean instead of being)
I wish I could say mmmmm
My soul sings
I wish I could tell you
How I long to see your face
Oh, how I dream of you
Dreams of colors sounds and light
Dreams that I know will come true
Cause You told me
Cause You told me
Give me courage
Let me be found without fear
Give me courage
Let me act without fear
Of those who destroy the body
But fear the one who can destroy the soul
But I know that You bring freedom and life
You haven't given me this sight
To show me the prize
Only to smite
But You know that
My heart's beating in rhythm with this song
And it's really violent and pronounced
And it's kind of freaking me out
My whole body's shaking
Even when I slow it down
No, I don't see
Many things that scare me
But I've fallen deep
And I am freaked to my core
Scared that I'mma love her more
Than I already do
Then will I be able to breathe without her
So I won't allow my
self
To fall any deeper
into
this
but you've called me
Oh (full of longing)
Can't trust
Falling to sleep
All I see in my head
Are her eyes
And I want to cry
And I want to cry
Cause every time I breathe I'm reminded
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